Maybe Just Once

i can't believe
that what i feel
is finally happening to me
make it hurt
and point a finger
at my insecurities
well i guess i just don't understand
about those complexities in your mind
and i guess i just don't understand
why this world seems so unkind

maybe
maybe just one
i get just what's coming
maybe
maybe just once
i get what's coming to me

so once again
the way you feel
you'll never ever stay the same
and i'm to blame
i wonder just who made
the rules up for this game
well i guess i just don't understand
about what you want and what you need
and i guess i just don't understand
about why this is how it has to be

maybe
maybe just one
i get just what's coming
maybe
maybe just once
i get what's coming to me

so go around
you say those thousand things
you think you have to say
look at me
and tell me love's not such
a hard word anyway
well how can you count on me
i thought you realized for sure
and how can you just believe
i thought i deserved a little more

maybe
maybe just once
i get what's coming
maybe
maybe just once
i get what's coming to me

oh god
what's coming
oh god
what's coming to me?

An early demo track that never made it onto an official release.